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I really feel sorry that I cannot update my blog everyday, I am officially missing in action. This week and even last week have really been a busy as a bee week for me. We are in the middle of the build phase and a lot of coding/ fixing/ investigation and researching is going on. Though I still stay up late at night but I am too tired to even composed a decent post. I avoid to write article out of rush. As much as possible I wanted it to be useful, expressive and/or informative to the readers. I noticed that I tend to laugh more often this past few days maybe to laugh off the stress and pressures of everyday work. There were many road blocks that I encountered when I started writing my codes luckily I was able to resolve it this afternoon (Yehey!). Whew! Why didn't I just picked Tourism when I was in college?! now I have to deal with all the logical and analytical thinking. Did you know that thinking too much is way more stressful and tiring than physical fatigue. I am really

Prednisone Medication: Day 6

It's already Day 6 of my medication and I can already say that my medication is a failure. My flare-up got worse than before, My arms and fingers are also infected with eczema. I think its time to go to the derma, there is no choice left. I tried all the necessary steps to end this flare-up but everything is not going as planned.

I'll make this post short, I am not on my best mood today. I'm being troubled by this problem. I wanted to say something positive but my head isn't jiving well. It is really true that health is wealth. People like me who suffers from eczema had loss much in their life. Instead of looking forward to other beautiful things this life has to offer, here I am stuck on this problem. Eczema is quite a big burden to carry.

I wish I was the same girl 2 years ago, a jobless fresh graduate student who is healthy and carefree rather than the girl I am today. A girl who easily get sick and always haunted by these skin problems. It's hard to live when you have to be always careful in what you eat or apply to your skin. Imagine I only spent 3 days in the wilderness of Anawangin Island and after that allergy immediately followed. To hell to those insects and to any of those creatures who did this to me.

It's really hard to keep my hopes up right now but what else can I do? Is there any choice? Rather than to continue crying in vain it's better to accept things as they are now. I have no control on this. I cannot bring back the time but hopefully I can bring back my skin as it was before. I know I can and  yes I will bring it back.

Comments

  1. I'm glad your are writing about eczema in a personal and medical way. I have a mild case that flares up mostly when I'm stressed and eat certain foods. I had a friend in high school that was more severe. Her arms would look like the skin of some one who's dead and I know she would be so embarrassed. Some one who suffers with this would benefit greatly from your blog.

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  2. Thank you, this is really a nice comment. I hope your friend will be healed soon. I had this flare up for a month now and had been causing me a lot of stress.

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